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November 06 Annoyed.Some people are born to be a pain in the ass. I salute them for that.
But otherwise, how I wish they could just shingz off & get their shingz-ing face
outta my sight. & wait..the face is not the only irritant. The main catalyst
is the words they hurl; so akin to some bitch barking.
How annoying.
* Thanks to Ris Low who came up with the word Shingz
October 29 Oh damn itSometimes it just takes you a thought to step into a whirlpool..
not even a step..or even a glance.
That's how powerful the mind is. October 26 Screwed upFreaky day at work. Clearing up all those mess that the others have screwed up.
Had to re-do the entire BA rooming lists dated 25th, re-mask the departure crewlists
and fax to each and every single clown their respective corrected departure information.
Just as I was about to be done with that. Got a call from Fairmont that for all QF flights
arrival dated 25Oct, call-time stated on the allowance sheet are incorrect.
Bonkers!
Ridiculous crew with their never-ending annoying questions and they seem to have always
left their brains in their hometown. Hey! We are not "Lost & Found".
1 moron sctually threatened to not fly the plane if his reading glasses is not found.
Well, like I care.
I held my breathe and managed to complete everything before 12midnight. Thank God.
Was mentally exhausted when I reached home but still had the energy to fight with people
over the phone. Things worsened when my brains were definitely malfunctioned and that
had actually pissed other people off.
Shingz off! October 25 Qantas Bollywood Nite - 22OctThe night sure is always young.
I reached Aranda @close 11.45pm, and set up a ''Gossip Corner" with Sham, Elaine & Sue.
Nice 15minutes continuous bitching until Elsie spotted me from far and started to stuff me with FOOD.
She thought she was feeding a pig =X
Fried rice, fried beehoon, a big bowl of curry, sweet & sour fish, half a plate filled with greens (TABOO),
2 charred hotdogs, 4 peices of nicely-bbqed cicken thighs (luckily the other 3 helped me to finish that),
and 2 gigantic pieces of medium rare steak (she claimed that, just in case not cooked..zzzZZ).
Very nice of her =) Rather entertaining, seeing her bbq-ing the food with occassion screams & squeaks.
She actually dropped 3 hotdogs. That made me appreciate the 2 hotdogs given to me, although charred.
 Cynthia, Me & Elsie
 Nicole, Rindal, Sue & Latifa
 Some of the kakis who stayed till the end..
Fun-filled event. We drank, we danced till 5 plus 6 in the morning. Anticipating the next one! October 20 Greyish FairnessI learnt in Catholicsm classes during my primary school days that..
God will bless you with something to replace what you've lost.
But they didn't mention that there's vice versa.
Perhaps that's how strong religion faith is. And that's what makes
me such an optimistic young adult now.
Sadly, there's no fairness in this world no matter how far you seek for,
how sincere you prayers are, or how hard you fight for. But that didn't
stop me from reciting "Our Father" and "Hail Mary" every single night.
Ironical, isn't it.
I believe in the existence of this grey patch in the midst of the well-distinguished white and black.
And that's where my comfort zone is..where I do not hafta make a clear decision
People iron that as 'fickle-minded', 'indecisive', ...
If being fair to you, is to land myself on the the self-colored black spot..
I would rather stay put and get prepared for the others-claimed great loss. Good riddance. October 12 Gimme a break huhDriven to the edge of mental exhaustion..
which posted me some sleepless nights, nutrition-absorbtion unstability,
patience fatigue..
Aint easy to cope when all get entangled and encircle you.
With all those daily happenings around, all you need is someone to give
you an assurance that you're heading the right path. Be it a nod in agreement,
a pat on the back, a gentle hug, or just a simple toast.
And it seems that the simplest thing on earth is the toughest to achieve.
No expectation, no disappointment.
However, there will always be anticipation.
Ironical life, ironical world. That's life, isn't it.
Answer your own doubts as there will never be a best answer to your questions.
Trust issues set in.
Once bitten twice shy. Twice bitten thrice blind. September 29 Phew..Survived through 2 hellie weeks.
4 assignments I've accomplished. And to rub things in, I did not
hafta work for the last 2 weekends. Great isn't it. I kept telling myself
those were weekdays, people were working, kids were in school,
everybody was down on serious stuff, no party was going on anywhere..
I got rewarded for being good, of course =)
I realized that I could wake up on Saturday mornings, unhung too. Although
the tv programs have always been disappointing on weekends, it actually
got my butt off the sofa and laid my hands on stuff.
I'm so gonna love this week - family week *winks*
Mid-autumn spree tomorrow!
No room for discussion at this moment. Anything, after Mid-autmn=) September 23 Drama-ManiacI'm not the drama one of course. Not like what slut said, ''Drink, Drank, Drunk, Drama'.
Ehhh, was he the one who said that? My memory has been failing on me seriously.
So many dramas I've been engaged in recently.
On Channel8's 7pm slot, starring Malaysian artistes(zzz)...well I chose to watch it purely
because of Jesseca Liu. And at the end of the month, she will play a role in the 9pm's slot too!
SCV definitely has more catchy drams than what we have on our few pathetic local channels.
Some taiwanese version of <<Growing Up>>. Some of the better-known casts are Huang JiaQian &
Xiao TianTian. Darn hilarious. Very relaxing.
My favorite..HongKong dramas!
Heart of Greed Series2, even more scheming & irritating this time round. I like!!!
And the ongoing 100+ epis of half-an-hr series of <<Office Relations>>.
Ohhh!! My japanese drama featuring Matsushima Nanako, still waiting for subsequent epis to
be uploaded on youtube!
On to variety shows, my highest anticipation will be Fann Wong's wedding epi2 on 24th and The Wedding on 29th!
<<Don't forget the lyrics>> local chinese version and <<Buzzing Cashier>> are what I've been watching too!
Hmmm..I sound like a full-time housewife! Chill folks. I'm still on my full-time job at the
airport and juggling with my part-time degree=)
September 20 Feel GoodNice weekend with my friday & saturday offs & to work office hours on Sunday.
Perfect.
However, didn't get on any boozey ride=)
*applause* please!
Was a full-pledged student & daughter on friday. Typed some stuff for my
assignment, changed the bedsheets, vacuumed & mopped the house.
Sidetracked abit for the latest HK drama on scv..2nd series of <House of Greed>
& got out for <<The Ugly Truth>>.
Went to do my hair on Saturday, after see-ing him off and having breakfast with Gerard @Crowne Plaza.
5 freaking hours with my butt stucked on the salon chair, except for a few runs to
the hair-rinsing section. *goodness*
Then, spent the rest of the night at Godma's house. Had a good chat with all there, especially
my beloved AhMa. As strong as ever. Ehh..even stronger than me..
Weekends are not only for parties, something I realize. Back to the bottom line, it does not
matter where and what you do, it's always the people who matters.
And, I'm feeling good now, alcohol-free.
September 19 The Ugly TruthWell, nothing to do with the movie at all. But no doubt, kinda enjoyable
to see a battle between the sexes. Nice.
Was watching Episode 4 of the latest Japanese Drama starring my favourite
Jap Drama Queen, Matsushimi Nanako, awhile ago. Epi4 is on this Obasan who couldn't
come in terms with the death of her 7-year old grandchild (died in an accident),
and just a mere 3 days she forgot about his death. And her senility has worsened
which contributed to her current state..
Very frequently, she would buy crayons for her beloved grandkid but just to
come into realization that he has already left as her daughter break the news
to her. Again and again. A very cruel vicious cycle indeed.
Luckily I was 21 when that happened. Couldn't imagine if I was 71, old and frail,
and had to accept such ugly truth repeatedly as my subconcious self was in denial.
Thank God.
September 18 PaydayPay's in! Supposedly on 21sts, however as this 21st falls
on a public holiday, it has been brought forward to the previous working day.
And yea, right after midnight=)
1.8K this month. Disgusting, seriously. Really miss those days bagging
2.3 2.4 home. But well, lesser pay means lesser working hours but more
time to spend bucks.
On my pre-Bday meetup with Jason, we had a naked talk on everything, including
family, friends, studies, work, financial status...
Yeap, 300 bucks for home, Mummy would usually bargain here and there and eventually
it will be a hundred more.
Education repayment of 100bucks to my Dad's CPF (used for my Poly).
150bucks for my PruSave Account.
My wireless (20bucks..cheap cheap) and phone bill (160). Just remembered that I've missed out
last month's...arggg..double it up please.
And to add on to my misery, 150 for tax! Like wth...TAX! In the past, only in Monopoly games,
I've paid tax.
After all these MUST PAYS..I should be left with about 500bucks, setting aside 100 for transport.
Arghh.. September 17 Stefanie SunIt was 1am when I was fully-prepared for dreamland.
However, after couple of failed attempts in shutting my mind,
I was convinced that insomnia gonna haunt me again.
Then, I started blasting Stefanie's 1st album with my head phones.
Album that was released in 2000=)
<<I'm Sun Yanzi>>
<<My Desired Happiness>>
<<Kite>>
<<START>>
<<Leave>>
<<To Be Continued..>>
<<The Moment>>
<<Stefanie>>
<<A Perfect Day>>
<<Against The Light>>
Yeap, all 10 albums, starting from about 1.30am. No idea what time
the last track ended. But I comfortably rested after that.
Tonnes of memories flow. Those songs accompanied through my seconday school days,
poly days, attachment days & Working days..my good days, my emo days, my confused days.
Memories that couldn't be erased.
Things have changed, people have changed, times have changed.
But we couldn't change the past. The prints we've left on the timeline..once there always there.
September 15 5days lateThe following should come out from me 5days ago but I was out that very midnight.
Being 22 means a year older, your parents mum expect you to be more
sensible, get a guy, change your freaking job, wash the dishes,
do house-chores...
but none of that came from my folks. Well, Mummy always think that I know
exactly what I want & expect in my life. And for Daddy's case, we talk more now,
yea a lil real more.
To me, 22 is just a nice pair of cloned numbers.
I will still live as though there's no tomorrow, keep myself horribly busy.
Busy fighting with people, busy with my family, busy with school, busy with work, busy with play,...
Busy busy busy.
However, if it happens that 1 fatal day my intinerary is blank, I would prefer it that way as I
won't wanna waste time with people who are not worthy of it. September 07 1, 2 , 3 midnightsReturned not long ago from midnight shift. & 2 more to go...eeeerks.
So deprived of sleep and I so so believe that one starts to behave irrationally
& unpredicably when lack of sleep.
Perhaps if I've have enough sleep, I would have just shut up & live & smile
each day, as nothing ever happen. But seriously speaking, what has happen?
Nothing.
I'm just being a true blue bitch. As simple as that.
Okay I shall turn in now before finding faults with the next person the hit-list.
Niteyz all. September 02 A Fine DayJust another normal working day for me.
And how else could things go??
But amazingly, I've travelled real around Singapore today.
Was @Rue's place and initial plan was to stay over and
report straight for work the next morning.
I did stay over, but however, my plan got abit messed up
when I went to the loo in the wee hours and looked into the mirror,
my freaking vulnerable nose skins start to peel again.
Definitely due to my agressive sneezings!!!
It was a must, to drop by my own residence & squeeze some handome
amount of aloe vera gel on my nose!
Good day @work, most of my babis were on morning shift. Laughters,
fights filled the office. Nothing but fun!
After work, went to Tampines One to add some stuff to my wardrobe &
tried <<Say Cheezzze>> Perfect mushroom soup they serve, on par with
Ma Maison's I can say. The teriyaki baked rice that Kae had was unique
and the curry ocean baked rice I had was authentically India! Thumbs up!
Price whilst, CHEAP!!! The cheesecakes are also a MUST TRY..fairly rich.
Thinking that I might just drop dead on my bed when I reached home.
But that didn't happen! I've managed to draw 2 mindmaps for my assignment
due this friay, 2359LT. It was a die-die must finished by today mission cause
a line of events are waiting for me this weekend!!!
August 31 FluBug get lost!!!Falling ill sucks big time.
I would rather handle an air-turn back flight to being a sick chicken.
Things worsen when you realize that no else in the house is there to
fetch you a glass of water when its time for medication, bring in the
clothes when it starts pelting outside, take your temperature to ensure
that everything's fine and most importantly, take care of your 3 meals!!
*Unless the 3 little hamsters in my bro's room are capable of all that=)
Luckily, Kae played a significant good man role by paying me a visit.
Yea, my nose was red and with 6packets of tissues in his bag, we went
to Swensens for the last 1-for-1 lunch. And I had the medium rare ribeye
that I have been yearning for.
With my heart warmed and stomache satisifed, I had my medicine and
loitered around in dreamland for the rest of the afternoon.
Now, its time to ko again. Goodnitez to all=) August 30 Sunday goes just like thatGrabbed my phone after my last dream and freaking realized that it
was already 1pm. There goes 1/3 of the day.
Logged on to my lappie, flipped my textbook and stared in blank for
2hrs. That's how bad my assignment is.
Had a nice bath, made my way to Godma's house and got caught in the rain.
That's why my nose is running like tap now.
Indulged in Godma's Nasi Lemak and sipped a couple of glasses of red wine.
There it all went down satisfying my stomache.
Reached home an hour ago, got bored on my assignment, popped my flu tablets.
What else can I feel now?
*yawnzzz Sneeze Sneeze*Sneeze
And my left eye is swollen..arghhhh. It must be allergy.
Well, like what else.
Shall sleep real tight..zZZZZ August 28 Buay TahanWas about to ko until my itchy finger starts clicking on people's
pictures on facebook.
Disgusting to da fullest.
I see pictures of fakos hugging, kissing...
To my knowledge, so and so hate so and so to the core. And come on,
why the hell you still hang out together??? And I bet after each meetup, individual
parties will hold its own closed doors bitching, hurling at each other.
And how I hate it when they start adressing one another as dears and darlings, all
talking about love. *Puke*
Get a life, people. If you hate em, just hate em. Why put on those fake smiles
and make you own life miserable??? This is not a case of 'if you can't beat em, join em'.
It's probably the best example of feeling lonely in a crowd. Your body is there,
but your mind and soul somewhere else.
Full of craps.
And..
Eeeerks..fancy me blogging on a rainy friday afternoon.
Shall catch a wink before heading out in the night. It's partay friday night. August 26 Lost & FoundMany friends asked, why is there a need for me to feel sad?
I asked myself too.
The answer is...
Okay. Cut those craps. I believe things were just a little bit of unexpected
and that's the root of my unpredicted or perhaps predicted reaction.
Whatever it is, it's my own predicament.
I've lost another guardian angel, but I've found my dearie buddie back.
If you're reading this, yes we both have attitude problem and am real happy
that we could face this fact and had made a pact to make peace.
*with a twist=)
I seriously believe and think that the loss is nothing as I've found something
more precious and important. And the bottom of the line is, life is too short
to not be happy. |
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