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12 octobre Gimme a break huhDriven to the edge of mental exhaustion..
which posted me some sleepless nights, nutrition-absorbtion unstability,
patience fatigue..
Aint easy to cope when all get entangled and encircle you.
With all those daily happenings around, all you need is someone to give
you an assurance that you're heading the right path. Be it a nod in agreement,
a pat on the back, a gentle hug, or just a simple toast.
And it seems that the simplest thing on earth is the toughest to achieve.
No expectation, no disappointment.
However, there will always be anticipation.
Ironical life, ironical world. That's life, isn't it.
Answer your own doubts as there will never be a best answer to your questions.
Trust issues set in.
Once bitten twice shy. Twice bitten thrice blind. 29 septembre Phew..Survived through 2 hellie weeks.
4 assignments I've accomplished. And to rub things in, I did not
hafta work for the last 2 weekends. Great isn't it. I kept telling myself
those were weekdays, people were working, kids were in school,
everybody was down on serious stuff, no party was going on anywhere..
I got rewarded for being good, of course =)
I realized that I could wake up on Saturday mornings, unhung too. Although
the tv programs have always been disappointing on weekends, it actually
got my butt off the sofa and laid my hands on stuff.
I'm so gonna love this week - family week *winks*
Mid-autumn spree tomorrow!
No room for discussion at this moment. Anything, after Mid-autmn=) 23 septembre Drama-ManiacI'm not the drama one of course. Not like what slut said, ''Drink, Drank, Drunk, Drama'.
Ehhh, was he the one who said that? My memory has been failing on me seriously.
So many dramas I've been engaged in recently.
On Channel8's 7pm slot, starring Malaysian artistes(zzz)...well I chose to watch it purely
because of Jesseca Liu. And at the end of the month, she will play a role in the 9pm's slot too!
SCV definitely has more catchy drams than what we have on our few pathetic local channels.
Some taiwanese version of <<Growing Up>>. Some of the better-known casts are Huang JiaQian &
Xiao TianTian. Darn hilarious. Very relaxing.
My favorite..HongKong dramas!
Heart of Greed Series2, even more scheming & irritating this time round. I like!!!
And the ongoing 100+ epis of half-an-hr series of <<Office Relations>>.
Ohhh!! My japanese drama featuring Matsushima Nanako, still waiting for subsequent epis to
be uploaded on youtube!
On to variety shows, my highest anticipation will be Fann Wong's wedding epi2 on 24th and The Wedding on 29th!
<<Don't forget the lyrics>> local chinese version and <<Buzzing Cashier>> are what I've been watching too!
Hmmm..I sound like a full-time housewife! Chill folks. I'm still on my full-time job at the
airport and juggling with my part-time degree=)
20 septembre Feel GoodNice weekend with my friday & saturday offs & to work office hours on Sunday.
Perfect.
However, didn't get on any boozey ride=)
*applause* please!
Was a full-pledged student & daughter on friday. Typed some stuff for my
assignment, changed the bedsheets, vacuumed & mopped the house.
Sidetracked abit for the latest HK drama on scv..2nd series of <House of Greed>
& got out for <<The Ugly Truth>>.
Went to do my hair on Saturday, after see-ing him off and having breakfast with Gerard @Crowne Plaza.
5 freaking hours with my butt stucked on the salon chair, except for a few runs to
the hair-rinsing section. *goodness*
Then, spent the rest of the night at Godma's house. Had a good chat with all there, especially
my beloved AhMa. As strong as ever. Ehh..even stronger than me..
Weekends are not only for parties, something I realize. Back to the bottom line, it does not
matter where and what you do, it's always the people who matters.
And, I'm feeling good now, alcohol-free.
19 septembre The Ugly TruthWell, nothing to do with the movie at all. But no doubt, kinda enjoyable
to see a battle between the sexes. Nice.
Was watching Episode 4 of the latest Japanese Drama starring my favourite
Jap Drama Queen, Matsushimi Nanako, awhile ago. Epi4 is on this Obasan who couldn't
come in terms with the death of her 7-year old grandchild (died in an accident),
and just a mere 3 days she forgot about his death. And her senility has worsened
which contributed to her current state..
Very frequently, she would buy crayons for her beloved grandkid but just to
come into realization that he has already left as her daughter break the news
to her. Again and again. A very cruel vicious cycle indeed.
Luckily I was 21 when that happened. Couldn't imagine if I was 71, old and frail,
and had to accept such ugly truth repeatedly as my subconcious self was in denial.
Thank God.
18 septembre PaydayPay's in! Supposedly on 21sts, however as this 21st falls
on a public holiday, it has been brought forward to the previous working day.
And yea, right after midnight=)
1.8K this month. Disgusting, seriously. Really miss those days bagging
2.3 2.4 home. But well, lesser pay means lesser working hours but more
time to spend bucks.
On my pre-Bday meetup with Jason, we had a naked talk on everything, including
family, friends, studies, work, financial status...
Yeap, 300 bucks for home, Mummy would usually bargain here and there and eventually
it will be a hundred more.
Education repayment of 100bucks to my Dad's CPF (used for my Poly).
150bucks for my PruSave Account.
My wireless (20bucks..cheap cheap) and phone bill (160). Just remembered that I've missed out
last month's...arggg..double it up please.
And to add on to my misery, 150 for tax! Like wth...TAX! In the past, only in Monopoly games,
I've paid tax.
After all these MUST PAYS..I should be left with about 500bucks, setting aside 100 for transport.
Arghh.. 17 septembre Stefanie SunIt was 1am when I was fully-prepared for dreamland.
However, after couple of failed attempts in shutting my mind,
I was convinced that insomnia gonna haunt me again.
Then, I started blasting Stefanie's 1st album with my head phones.
Album that was released in 2000=)
<<I'm Sun Yanzi>>
<<My Desired Happiness>>
<<Kite>>
<<START>>
<<Leave>>
<<To Be Continued..>>
<<The Moment>>
<<Stefanie>>
<<A Perfect Day>>
<<Against The Light>>
Yeap, all 10 albums, starting from about 1.30am. No idea what time
the last track ended. But I comfortably rested after that.
Tonnes of memories flow. Those songs accompanied through my seconday school days,
poly days, attachment days & Working days..my good days, my emo days, my confused days.
Memories that couldn't be erased.
Things have changed, people have changed, times have changed.
But we couldn't change the past. The prints we've left on the timeline..once there always there.
15 septembre 5days lateThe following should come out from me 5days ago but I was out that very midnight.
Being 22 means a year older, your parents mum expect you to be more
sensible, get a guy, change your freaking job, wash the dishes,
do house-chores...
but none of that came from my folks. Well, Mummy always think that I know
exactly what I want & expect in my life. And for Daddy's case, we talk more now,
yea a lil real more.
To me, 22 is just a nice pair of cloned numbers.
I will still live as though there's no tomorrow, keep myself horribly busy.
Busy fighting with people, busy with my family, busy with school, busy with work, busy with play,...
Busy busy busy.
However, if it happens that 1 fatal day my intinerary is blank, I would prefer it that way as I
won't wanna waste time with people who are not worthy of it. 7 septembre 1, 2 , 3 midnightsReturned not long ago from midnight shift. & 2 more to go...eeeerks.
So deprived of sleep and I so so believe that one starts to behave irrationally
& unpredicably when lack of sleep.
Perhaps if I've have enough sleep, I would have just shut up & live & smile
each day, as nothing ever happen. But seriously speaking, what has happen?
Nothing.
I'm just being a true blue bitch. As simple as that.
Okay I shall turn in now before finding faults with the next person the hit-list.
Niteyz all. 2 septembre A Fine DayJust another normal working day for me.
And how else could things go??
But amazingly, I've travelled real around Singapore today.
Was @Rue's place and initial plan was to stay over and
report straight for work the next morning.
I did stay over, but however, my plan got abit messed up
when I went to the loo in the wee hours and looked into the mirror,
my freaking vulnerable nose skins start to peel again.
Definitely due to my agressive sneezings!!!
It was a must, to drop by my own residence & squeeze some handome
amount of aloe vera gel on my nose!
Good day @work, most of my babis were on morning shift. Laughters,
fights filled the office. Nothing but fun!
After work, went to Tampines One to add some stuff to my wardrobe &
tried <<Say Cheezzze>> Perfect mushroom soup they serve, on par with
Ma Maison's I can say. The teriyaki baked rice that Kae had was unique
and the curry ocean baked rice I had was authentically India! Thumbs up!
Price whilst, CHEAP!!! The cheesecakes are also a MUST TRY..fairly rich.
Thinking that I might just drop dead on my bed when I reached home.
But that didn't happen! I've managed to draw 2 mindmaps for my assignment
due this friay, 2359LT. It was a die-die must finished by today mission cause
a line of events are waiting for me this weekend!!!
31 août FluBug get lost!!!Falling ill sucks big time.
I would rather handle an air-turn back flight to being a sick chicken.
Things worsen when you realize that no else in the house is there to
fetch you a glass of water when its time for medication, bring in the
clothes when it starts pelting outside, take your temperature to ensure
that everything's fine and most importantly, take care of your 3 meals!!
*Unless the 3 little hamsters in my bro's room are capable of all that=)
Luckily, Kae played a significant good man role by paying me a visit.
Yea, my nose was red and with 6packets of tissues in his bag, we went
to Swensens for the last 1-for-1 lunch. And I had the medium rare ribeye
that I have been yearning for.
With my heart warmed and stomache satisifed, I had my medicine and
loitered around in dreamland for the rest of the afternoon.
Now, its time to ko again. Goodnitez to all=) 30 août Sunday goes just like thatGrabbed my phone after my last dream and freaking realized that it
was already 1pm. There goes 1/3 of the day.
Logged on to my lappie, flipped my textbook and stared in blank for
2hrs. That's how bad my assignment is.
Had a nice bath, made my way to Godma's house and got caught in the rain.
That's why my nose is running like tap now.
Indulged in Godma's Nasi Lemak and sipped a couple of glasses of red wine.
There it all went down satisfying my stomache.
Reached home an hour ago, got bored on my assignment, popped my flu tablets.
What else can I feel now?
*yawnzzz Sneeze Sneeze*Sneeze
And my left eye is swollen..arghhhh. It must be allergy.
Well, like what else.
Shall sleep real tight..zZZZZ 28 août Buay TahanWas about to ko until my itchy finger starts clicking on people's
pictures on facebook.
Disgusting to da fullest.
I see pictures of fakos hugging, kissing...
To my knowledge, so and so hate so and so to the core. And come on,
why the hell you still hang out together??? And I bet after each meetup, individual
parties will hold its own closed doors bitching, hurling at each other.
And how I hate it when they start adressing one another as dears and darlings, all
talking about love. *Puke*
Get a life, people. If you hate em, just hate em. Why put on those fake smiles
and make you own life miserable??? This is not a case of 'if you can't beat em, join em'.
It's probably the best example of feeling lonely in a crowd. Your body is there,
but your mind and soul somewhere else.
Full of craps.
And..
Eeeerks..fancy me blogging on a rainy friday afternoon.
Shall catch a wink before heading out in the night. It's partay friday night. 26 août Lost & FoundMany friends asked, why is there a need for me to feel sad?
I asked myself too.
The answer is...
Okay. Cut those craps. I believe things were just a little bit of unexpected
and that's the root of my unpredicted or perhaps predicted reaction.
Whatever it is, it's my own predicament.
I've lost another guardian angel, but I've found my dearie buddie back.
If you're reading this, yes we both have attitude problem and am real happy
that we could face this fact and had made a pact to make peace.
*with a twist=)
I seriously believe and think that the loss is nothing as I've found something
more precious and important. And the bottom of the line is, life is too short
to not be happy. 24 août Love WeekendsI love weekends, at least my weekends.
And definitely, last weekend!
Friday - offical yo-ah-yo family night
 Me, michelle @ Babeee
 Uncle Conrad, Me @ Auntie gina
 Mummy, Me & Daddy
 Lunar Asian Bar is fantastic. Yeah, the Live band rocks the house, drinks reasonably priced,
nice people working there and good ambience! Worth subsequent visits!
Saturday - Meetup with my peeps
 ZhiHong, Me & XueMei
 XueMei, ZhiHong, Me, PSY, XueYan, Jason, YenSoon (Starting from the left)
& Malcolm @the front
 ZhiHong, Me & XueYan
 Escargot...oiishiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 Babi Chop!! Crispy outside, juicy inside
 Seafood 'briyani'!! Worth my swollen eyes after that=)
 Some baked seafood with macaroni sinfully covered with cheese!!!!!!!!!
 Warm chocolate brownie with vaniall ice-cream
 XueMei with her mudpies
Enjoy hanging out with these primary peeps of mine. The first time I visit TopOne KTV
@Bugis. Cheap!!! 20bucks nett per head, on a Saturday 11am-6pm, and free flow of
soft drinks!!! Dinner @Ma Maison was amazing. Good price to indulge in atas food.
And 2 birthday surprise mudpies for XueMei whose birthday is around the corner.
Sunday - with the babis @work
Yeah, when the babis unite, FOOD is what you expect!!! Kinda sad to 16 août I can do it, so can youFinally got my butt kicked to run my 1st marathon, after my asthma has
been under control for a couple of steady years.
 Outside Raffles City @0530hrs
 Daddy & Uncle Conrad looked as thou they were playing the wiii olympic race!
 Look @all the proud faces!!!!
And I realized that not only with determination & stamina, you can complete the marathon.
Your legs must be able to comply as well. My mind told me to move on, but my weak legs just
fell apart & nearly gave way. It's a real achievement to complete the thing, regardless of the timings
you've clocked. Well done to the 80K strong participants!
After a light brinch @Old Airport Rd, we retrested back to our respective nests to recuperate
& met up for a pleasant dinner @Villa Bali. I've wanted to visit the place N years ago, but for
some reasons, didn't get to.
 My veri fun & sporty family
 All busy eating!
Very nice place. I love the food. And most importantly, on Sundays, no service charge and beers
all 1-for-1 from 7pm-12mignight. It might be the ideal place for my upcoming Bday celeb!!
Nike VS FBTLeft home before noon after a mere couple of hours of sleep
to Vivo City, wanting to bag the Nike running shorts that I've been
eyeing since the day I signed up for the Army Half Marathon
which was months back.
However, as I made my way to the payment counter, the smile
on my face was absent. Then hesitation soon set in which led
me leaving the Nike shop empty handed.
Kae and I then lunched @Tampines' Ikea. Salivating Swedish meatballs
they serve. Simply Satisfying! And with my Ikea Friend's card, we
devoured poached salmon @ only $5.40 per plate. Not fogetting the
juicy buffalo wings! Mamamia!! And finally the cheesecakes are back!
Tsk tsk tsk.
After the hearty meal, we walked around Giant, hoping that walking will
aid in speeding up the digesting process. We came across the FBT section
and I spotted a running shorts akin to the Nike's. Had a try and was glad!
Finally, we left Giant with a big bag of FBT items, haha. No groceries huh.
A set for myself, a pair of shorts each for my parents. All fully-sponsored!
Well, I shall not start on whining how broke I am now.
Kae said I've changed. Yea, choosing FBT over Nike. To me, actually it doesn't
make any difference. A brand is just a brand. Will just simply grab whatever that
can make me happy.
Ewwwww, time to catch a wink before I set off for the marathon. I won't collapse yea.
I believe my heart can take it! Just do it! Oooops. 15 août I sayWhen you remind yourself to forget, that's when you have failed in forgetting
When you say that you forgive but never forget, that means you will never forgive & forget
When you say you've changed, that's when only you youself thought so but nobody else does When you say you will change, that means you have yet to change & still thinking of how to change
When you say you've tried, that's when you are tired and sick of trying
When you say you will try, that means you don't feel like trying at all
Lala 15082009 0235 14 août It's alright It's okayI had decided to be good and attend class in the evening
after being knocked by an sms by Kae.
"Be Good." But this moron signed off as With love, Me. Darn retard cause I ain't any toddler, or still in the make-believe
self, or in dreamland..
However, knowing how long-winded this dude is, and my poor
ears after getting abused at work and could now finally enjoy some silence,
I won't wanna break the peace.
After class, tested fate with 10minutes of staring into the goodness clear sky.
God loves me, I always believe that. And thus, bestowed me with a rare chance
to make my wishes as the shooting stars struck across the sky.
I've made 2 simple wishes. *sssshhhhhh
And I was warned about my bad habit of sweet-talking which has been getting out
of hand. But well, sweet-talking do have its degree of genuineness too.
It's alright It's okay But I'm not much better without you.
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