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September 30 Why huhh?I suppose humans are born to be paranoids
And women are blessed with mood swings and stuff..
At one point, an item could be as sweet as doveys but the next
moment the lady will yearn to kick the guy aside and curse and swear
that she will never wanna ever see his face again and hope that he will vanish
into thin air in a wink.
At one point, you may happily exclaim that you love your job..
it's challenging, the pay's good, the prospects are assuring but the next moment
you banish the thoughts to the bins, complain that your job scope sucks to hell,
you will feel that surrendering 10K is a better option than to continue your suffferings
in that job.
And when the lady really never ever see the dude again, sorrows set in and naively
think of the impossibilities, regrets stab the heart and make-beliefs encircle her life,
it's too late.
And, this acutally is an enhance factor on th engagement in a top-rated job. When
she has only a couple of punctuation marks of breaths in a 10hrs shift. The brains
have no time to think of anything else except generating more juices to solve
aviation-related probbies.
However, out of all airlines, Qantas , which has half of it's flights to Aus.
Sydney & Perth. Sydey & Perth...
Anybody understands?? Well, I don't expect anyone to... September 25 Children's Day is coming!!!Not as thou Santa is coming to Town,
and I'd shamelessly failed to get permit for dating my beloved PengPeng.
But I'm sooooOO looking forward to Children's Day.
Remembered very clearly what happened last C.Day..
it's not gonna be re-surfaced on this coming one but
it'll still be smashing..I hope. September 21 First day back to Qantas & British AirwaysYesterday was my First day back to my most familiar designation.
I kinda freak out in the mid due to 6weeks of untoucheds.
At one point, I was like..SHIT! What's the telex addresses for the counters..
and another point I was like...ARGHH! What's Catering's number??
And I'd even clean forgotten my office's fax machine number..zZZ
Butden it was a great start. Cause on that very day, Qantas welcomed it's 1st A380 into SIN, fresh from France.
All the big shots were back to coordinate and witness the entire process.
And records were good..it landed half an hr before schedule and departed ON TIME.
Things gotta get challenging, my intuition tells me so. September 20 I'm so gonna...Ain't easy to hold a full-time job and studying a part-time degree.
Especially a job like mine.
Back from flight dispatch course, will mean more significant responsibilities attached,
even more severe multi-taskings and mind-splitting games ahead.
And Business Statistic is crap, full of it.
A freaking individual project which requires not only answers to the questions, but also a powerpoint
presentation in summary and a video presentation. Damn it.
And and..many other worries and troubles of course.
I'm so gonna..collapse. September 17 R-DayJust returned from R.Residence.
Had my shower and decided to turn in.
No whatsoever.
Leaving anything and everything behind
for tomorrow...
What the hellThere are days when you feel that the you're experiencing headwinds at hundreds knots..
There are days when you feel that everything around you become an eyesore, even your fav teddy bear.
There are days when you feel like abandoning all committments and responsibilities & just...freak out.
And this is the day bestowed for me. Damn it & I have no other way out besides accepting it with a smile. A bogus smile.
Stress sets in when you know you have to achieve something but you're facing some difficulties in achieving it but you know
truly that you are capable in achieving it.
So??
...
September 13 My 21 resolutions1. Spend tonnes of time with my family, especially my beloved AhMah
2. Figure out what a PSP is all about
3. Clear some of my Yz stuff which have piled up for the past years
4. Have a tight grasp of my 1st camera
5. Learn how to love people
6. Cut down on bitching by 1%
7. Tell off the AhNeh staying just a level above for the frequent drilling of whatsoever
8. Stock up my personal locker in the office
9. Embark on car-driving basic theory
10. Send all my Ahnaks for a good wash
11. Be 5% more tolerant towards the "mangoes" in the office
12. Frown less
13. Get a new phone to replace my current freaking CMI phone
14. Keep my promises
15. Perth trip at the end of the year
16. Get my ass off and start exercising
17. Remind myself that I am highly allergic to most of the pills on earth
18. Be a little bit more diligent by attending most of my classes
19. Party animal no more
20. Bring happiness to all around me
21. Remember you
Ain't big ambitious & great resolutions like model answers from Ms. Universe finalists..
however all these small little things which may picture to be insignificant will some kinda
make Lala a better person, at least to the person in custody!
TGIF. Party night! The resolutions will take effect ONLY after that=) September 11 911 Flight ExperienceThis is the only flight simulator open to public in Singapore..
situated strategically just beside the Flyer.
Interested parties, hmmmm..it's 299bucks per hour per person.
It's a Boeing-747 twin-engine aircraft.
Welcome on board!!!
Captain Lala=)
It was a SIN-KUL sector. The take-off was rather smooth
and the lift was appropriate but I kind of screwed up the landing part.
Well the aircraft was at too high an altitude to land. However,
after doing a missed approach, the 2nd attempt was cool! September 10 I'm 21!!! (To fellow flowers)*Pix koped from lin's blog.haha*
From left:
Dor, Ee Siew, Rina, Wei, Deni, Only fren, PengJie, Lala, Lin
We knew one another since we were 13 or 14.
That was like some donkey years back..
Out of the 9 above, 7 were from the once very famed SKYCO
(SengKang Youth Orchestra). I'm very proud lo...even till NOW.
We had braved through storms of instability..
extreme ship tests & sailed the sorrow seas.
And and...
I'd actually figured out how to upload pix from the camera
to my lappie. That's really an achievement on my Bday!!!
You guys know how much I love you all..and thanks can't be used
to measure my gratefulness. So, I shall not pen much..haha.
And I happily skipped the males....well...its ok la.
21's really coming (To my ''outside'' friends)Stefanie Sun brought us together.
Every single one of us significantly differs from another.
We stay in different parts of this little island.
We attend different institutes.
We are of various ages...
Those were the days when we happily proclaimed that we're from Yanzi Unlimited.
Now???
The fact that we adore her didn't change..our friendships even stronger than before
but just that it has been recatgorized .
Very amazing. How you guys started blowing balloons (some used the pump while some were blown through REAL generators)
I pity the latter but well can shed some **** huhhh...
And from some reliable sources, it seemed that you were the ones who started the cream war.
But well, all are pardon=)
Twl & Kee *Always a package
Amanda & Chairmeh *Fellow Bitches
PeiSien & Eileen *NorthEast Liners
JingTing & PeiWen *Buddies from the start
Ccc & Kaiwen
Jason *My kor. NOT my bf..he's a gay..ooopz
September 08 Turning 21 soon (To my colleagues)It was by mere coincidence and kindy ridiculous reasoning behind my entry to
SATS Flight Operations.
SATS = Slack & take salary
That was why I happily got tricked in...
Fair enough, there's no free lunch in this world, let alone easy salary.
The new revolution:
Slave & take salary.
My fellow comrades (My kakhis):
James (aka 'self titled 'father-in law" aka my boss)
Precelia (aka Dajie aka supervisor)
Will (aka Nanren aka 38King)
Andy ( aka Aunty aka Ninja Turtle)
Jovin (aka Serene aka lala's massager)
Sam
Faizal
Yana & Bf
Tee
Thanks for coming!!! As we handle 24-hr operations, ain't easy to attend
an event on a Saturday night. May the wishes we made through the shot glasses
come true=)
And not forgetting the sexy gift and sickening card. Grow Old Disgracefully..haha!
Will upload the pix of it here when I know howta do so..~~~
Still 20 not yet 21 (To my dearest family)Would like to express my most hearfelt thanks to all who
played a part in Lala's 21st bday bash.
In order to not make people jealous and pinder why I thank who and who before
who and who and who & start to speculate what's that person's relation to me,
I will 1stly thank my FAMILY!!!
My 81-yr old Granny! An amazing woman and the fact that no one will deny. Actually
after the series of misfortunate events that hammered on me, I did'nt really wanna
hold my Bday. But because of my dear Granny who has been anticipating with much enthusiasm
& also it eventually became her a generator of living, I decided to dedicate this to her.
Longlive Ahmah!!
Daddy & Mummy. My Dad was really entertaining and had actually stunned the crowd with
his Cha-Cha dance steps..~~ And Mummy was the wonder woman behind all those sedup food.
My Godma, Auntie Mag, Auntie Gina & Dagu. These 4 sisters of my Dad, never fail to shower me
with love since the day I was delivered. They love me dearly & I know that! They'd given much
help in the preparation of my bash. The redwines!!!! And also their hubbies, Uncle Stephen, Uncle Hashim,
Uncle Conrad & Uncle Paul. The guys actually got high on my that many bottles of red wines. Even
pole-dancing surfaced...(I bet Sophia JieJie's David -Tension's Jimmy look alike kinda like freaked out)
My cousins...WeiLing, Jiayi & Peng2 who helped me with preparing the fruit punch, salad, raw food...
And Nana.(my Godsis)..how I love your Bday card which is filled with my all-time fave CHIP bit not dale.
Jolene & Jerome..the heart of Key. I will keep my promise regarding the 916 Gold key ok! Jemuel &
Zuriel who attempted to lead the crowd for party dance but failed cause my frens they were too shy~~
Not forgetting Barbiee, wo's now in Dubai. She helped me to get the drinks and stuff and whatsoever.
And I love the angbao..haha=)
RongRong, Lele & ZhiZhi who helped me to get rid of the hundreds of balloons with their satay sticks. Ain't
an easy job. And also, finished all the sweets & titbits.
The maids!!! Ah Ngor (people pls don't laugh upon that), Sue & Tootie. I'm their best friend so that explains
why they went to such heights to deliver my BBQ food!
That's all at the moment. Perhaps when I zzz tonight I may thought of more to fill it up.
Muackzzz September 03 BetterToday's pretty fine.
Dearie is fine & I'm fine too.
I realize evolution takes merely a night.
But when it's for the better, who cares ?!
I had my 1st date with Jason, like finally..haha.
A good companion, a sister...oooopz=X
He's more gentle than..I could say 90% of my galfrens.
All dudes out there, look out for him on my BDay bash=) September 02 WhyTrained to deal with blows.
Deadly ones which feeds mental unrests, critical fears and paranoid-izms.
6.2billion people in this world..
And it seems that the most misfortunate events drip on me.
God had over-estimated me.
Lala ain't any stronger than the twigs. Ain't any stronger.
The fixer of the broken soul had also freaked out. You, who
once promised to be by my side regardless of what..
People always say it takes time to heal a wound. I know that. And that's
what I preach too.
But time has been rather cruel to me. It seems that even before the pain
subsides, here comes another stab which pierce through the same spot.
I'm hurt, seriously hurt.
I'd ever thought of resorting to what they did. But I do not have the courage.
I'm fear height, therefore I won't climb to the top and relieve.
I fear pain, therefore I can't set my mind and action that cut.
I fear pills, therefore I'm not capable of popping 100s of it down my throat.
God bless.
September 01 Ain't good at allGreeted by bloodshot eyes in the mirror this morning.
Even holding the toothbush seemed impossible due to some unknown drag.
The everyday self-psychotic belief of "Today will be better than yesterday" invisibly
went down the sink with the water that had rushed off the used-paste.
Perhaps there's this little thing which lives in every single soul that will
auto-trigger the utmost inner ultimate hidden emotions even before scienti-freaks
announce that the world is coming to an end soon.
Well, thinking out of the atmos again.
And as I punch in each letter here, thoughts flow from my hand tucked
with a piece of partially-wet tissue. Not the brains cause they have been infected
with the incorrigible flu-bug virus!
It's meant to be a grey day I suppose.
The only p-ting is that my signature actually worth that much.
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