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August 27 Lala's a friend of fisherman too!!!I'm down with flu & sorethroat. Also, slightly feverish now.
The packet of fisherman's friend that Captain Geoffrey gave me is left in my bag. Hahahaz..wonder when I'll open it..~~
It's been a hectic weekend. Sometimes I wonder, after slaving for people, what do you expect in return???
Well, do not work only for rewards. Cause I was raised & thought by my Granpa & Granny that way.
I think the cause of my illness is the aftermath of a badly damaged mood and tolerance of irritable & selfish behaviour.
Everytime when I want to make a step to forgive & forget, there'll always be something which will hold me back strongly.
Ugly world. Ugly people. August 23 Always in the wee hoursCan't help being an emo..haiz.
I tracked back my previous entry & realized that I'm quite a poetic person huhh..
I went on and on on stuff in which 99% of the readers muz be wondering what the hell izzit.
Some people express themselves through their behaviours..
Some through their actions..
Some lousy ones have it written on their faces..zZZ
For me, the loud way will be screaming at the top of my lungs @Auntie's event.
It's a rather good way to vent all boohas.
But my problems don't always concide with her events, that's for sure.
So, pretty thankful that there's something called BLOG. (I gave up on my hand-written diary evemtually..)
My worries are yours and also everyone's in the family. Or maybe even the neighbours' next door.
I panicked when the phone rings nowadays. I'm scared. I'm afraid that the one over the phone may bring me bad news. I had twice of that already for this few weeks. The last one was a blow, I don't need a double. It's already too formidable..
I must be strong. August 22 Searching for the lightAt this crossroad,
There's no turning back.
2paths to choose
But both are filled with uncertainties
Yet lead to the same point.
Letting go
May be a better way out
But human nature is one great boulder.
Hanging on
Sounds pleasant
But cruelty lies beneath.
Sadness & depression fill the sky
That was once blue & nice.
Laughters & Happiness gone with the wind
Which has once blessed the queen.
Searching for the light... August 13 YawnzzzI'm just done with 3K691/692's flightplans. Each & every step was taken with extra care! Well, AL actually called us @bout 2+am to inform that this particular flight MUST NOT be delayed. WHY??? There'll be media coverage on it=) It's a flight to HongKong.
On the sake of the face of JETSTAR ASIA, everything must go well.
It was supposed to be a calm & peaceful night but @#%#^@..but both the unexpected & expected may just come at the same time!
INDEED!!!
As usual, sick crews. Considerate ppl who called to report sick @1+am for 6am flight. But lucky me!!! I managed to find 1 kind soul to replace tt sick one.
And the gate was closed when the aircraft touched Sg. Oh Myyy!!! The captain kinda panicked & radio-ed us. I rang up the stupid C****** & the lady over the line could'nt understand what I was saying! THE GATE IS CLOSED! As simple as that. Arghhh..
And the movements of aircrafts should be updated by the C****** but they DID'NT!!! And it actually created much disturbance for me to do the Day Of Operations report. Therefore, I could only dig & hunt the required info from the piles of flightplans. And when I was busy with that, they actually called to enquire about the pax load. WTH! If it was only once, it's perfectly alright with me. But they called like 5 or 6!!!
And and..I'm so tired out now. August 05 ''Pilots are meant to be short''It was late afternoon when ABC called me to confirm Auntie's flight. Luckily Kaka was stil around at that moment and she helped me to check SQ's pax manifest. As I was on shift, there ain't any excuse for me of being lazy..=)
When I reached, I saw SunPa sitting @that usual place & I said Hi to him before I went scouting for ABC. Then we went to take a seat too. And SunPa talked to us. Hahaz..he said he almost could not recognize me. Well the last time he saw me, I was still in civilian & my hair was still BLACK. Then we touched abit on my job scope. And I was like, wahaha..we were once very young and time really passed. He said I'm still young, with the envy look in his eyes. Then I replied, as compare to ABC, I'm young lah! LOlz..obviously, I got a stare from her!!
When we were talking half-way, his phone rang and he excused himself for a moment. After the call, he emphasised on how good it is to be young. Hahaz.
Today, actually we did'nt intend to talk to Auntie lahz. Then why were we there??? Don't know..lolz.
When she got out, we only waved and walked off. And from her expression, she obviously did'nt quite recognize me. After looking closer, she AYE!!! Yea, she got it! Like Father like daughter!!!
Then, both of them walked towards the carpark and they stopped to talk to us. She initiated the conversation!! So shiok!
They learnt about me going to take the pilot course and were really amazed. Then SunPA probed further on my eyesight. PERFECT. Hahaz. Then Auntie was like, eyesight does not matter what. And I was only worried about my height. And Auntie was very fast to react,''Height does not matter also what, pilots are meant to be short!!" Ohhhh myyyy...we all kept silence for a moment & laughed.
Looking @the balloons in ABC's hand, she asked very confidently, ''the balloons for me hor'' and she took it over..zZZZ
I don't know where ABC got this spastic magic ball. Initially it was green in color, after giving it a slight toss, it turned orange. She 'performed' that and Auntie was as excited as a toddler. Hahaz..& she was very happy and she sweared to wow the kids with thatt. Hope she succeeds huhh..
And after claiming her gifts, she finally noticed the jumbo banner in my hand(the one that we stole @JB) and she wanted to get it signed for me. But well, I don't have any marker, pen orwhat lahz. She acted cool and said, ''it's okay lahz, since you're working here so there'll always be a next time'' and she flashed her megawatt smile.
After bidding her gd-bye, I requested DEF to give me a lift to T1's Departure.
Well, he made a big turn and put me @T2 AGAIN! And no1 realized it. I walked & walked, and was shocked to see MACS! logo emerging from 1level down!! August 04 Spent my wkends vomitting~~Offday on a Friday is worth celebrating, but obviously not when your body is working aginst you!!!
We had great plans which eventually hafta be put on a later date. I don't like that. But what can I do??? Quarantine ain't no fun. You're good @making something out of nothing. Not fuss but fun=) Kudos kudos to u.
1more hour to knock off..
And how I wish I could die on my bed the next moment.
And ohhh, ytday I dreamt of my new handphone lastnite despite my short less than 2-hrs sleep. Hahahaz..21st Aug will be the day. The day I'll bid goodbye to my Stefanie Sun labelled poor resolution phone. I love Samsung! August 01 Ohh, how i miss home-cooked food=)Kudos to AhmAh!!!! Who'd actually whipped up many of my favourite of her specialities for yday's dinner. It was a heart-warming night, looking @my 80yr-old granny steaming the fish, marinating her secret recipe Char-siew, cracking the eggs...
Arghh, Mummy has not been cooking for the past 3mths!!! And the last time I'd home-cooked food was @Ah Jo's hse a wk ago.
The buttons of my kuku SATS blazer were like all struggling to stay put using the weak power of 1 or 2 thread(s). And I'm really bad with needles & threads=) I took like 3omin to fasten 1 button. AhMah was kinda irritated by it and took over. In like less than 5mins, she got the other 3 fastened. Of course, she had her glasses on..hahaz.
Anyway, sorry Rue, my granny's obviously far more important than u..hahahaz. But watching Simpsons with ya bro kinda great yea?!
I hope the medical check-up report will turn out well this friday for her. I sincerely prayed last nite. & to my realization, the last time I chatted with God was 6mths ago. Also, for the same issue.
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