| La's profileLa's spacePhotosBlogLists |  Tools  Help |
|
July 30 The Last SupperAccording to records,
the Last Supper painting by Leonardo da VinCi..
supposedly depicts the very moment that Jesus has said to his disciples:
Now when the even was come, he sat down with the twelve. The disciples are all reacting in horror to the thought that someone at that table would betray their master. And fyi, Leonardo does not mean the last name & da VinCi as the forst name. *I'd actually spent 4 full hours on the painting.
July 29 Starry Starry NightThe 1st time I set my eyes on paintings..
Well, I was never an arty dooky.
Before me, a couplet of images just surfaced.
Nearly impossible to counter the attraction.
The last line was added after being enlightened by Ruevic.
Ruevic loved Vincent Van Gogh's works.
Especially Starry night & Starry night over the rhode.
(Kae gonna bring them over to Perth next week)
I asked was it because he was psychotic like him.
He fumed. (Ooopz=X)
"Each brush signifies his struggle against insanity..
they were so strong in movement & vibrant in line..
and he managed to cover it up with his comprehension
of the spiritual essence of man and nature."
I didn't catch a clue. Until recently, after staring them
for like weeks. It finally struck me...
Think I'm turning into a psycho too. July 27 My love will get you homeMy love will get you home By: Christine Glass
If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home. If the bright lights blind your eyes, my love will get you home. If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home. If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home. When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home. If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone, get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home, boy, my love will get you home. July 26 1st day of schoolA 20 turning 21 yr old exclaiming, "It's my 1st day of school".
It's kinda disgusting but well, imagine topping up a good 10 years..
I think I'll puke.
Not waking up the ideas of aged people who want to embark on learning,
but but..(just nothing gotta do with discrimination)
1st lesson was on Accounts. I abhor figures & I think its a freaky mutual thingy.
How amazing these little ones could put me to bed unknowingly. Perhaps they will
be effective in putting out insomnia. (shall try it out 1day)
Thank God, no ice-breaking stuff . I hate the deliberate gesture.
Making new friends for the sake of making new friends. It does'nt tap any
sense at all.
And the thing is, I've not been making any sense recently.
July 22 Heart of GreedCaught the repeat of last night's episode of <<Heart Of Greed>>
Besides immuned with agitation & anger (the storyline..)
it was injected with sorrows & regrets.
This epi, the misunderstandings between Shui BaiBai & Chang ZaiXin have been cleared.
And when things gonna change for Alfred & CHang ZaiXin..
The former got crashed for ignoring the redlight.
Injured & bleeding profusely,
he managed to struggle to the nearby public phone booth to give the latter a call.
He told her that he had figured out a point in which she can use to fight the lawsuit. (both of them are lawyers)
Nothing else was mentioned.
The last part had him restless on the ground, leaning against the booth..
blood was oozing out from cuts from his forehead..
blood was running down from his nostrils..
blood was covering partial of his face.
I could'nt help it but to relate it to Ruey.
And the consequence was a night of insomnia.
Not gonna watch tonight's epi...
I don't want to know the outcome of Alfred.
It did'nt look too good for him.
* Should I be glad that they hid it from me?
July 19 Exam on a SatHad my credit exemption paper this morning...
on Effective Communication.
The questions were kinda annoying.
After the paper, we went to collect our course materials. (Dearie's bf claimed it weigh 10kgs)
Dearie abandoned me & went dating with her beloved bf.
"What are friends for..." (Haha..she was the one who said tt!!!)
Luckily I had Kae who came over to my rescue.
When I reached Ruey's residence, I dropped dead on his bed.. (Knowing that I gotta work @1600)
and had an hour of nap while Kae went out to get lunch.
When he returned, he cheekily asked me to guesse what he's gotten for me (I was anticipating...)
Yeah. Good lunch.
Honeystars + milk.
zzzzzZZ
July 16 MissesPlayed Kae out yday due last mintue recal back to work
& after fetching Dearie from the airport
I headed straight home.
Kae told me he went for a spin in Ruey's daughty.
Raindrops hit his face as the wind pushes it's way through
His heartbeats went on with the rhythm of his bro's favourite Mika's music.
It was a good 3hrs spin.
He's kinda lost after the loss..
I understand & that's why I could bring myself to hate him no more.
Especially on that day when I was engaged in rummaging through for some ''evidence'' which are non-existent,
I saw him sitting by the pool, deep in thoughts.
Hmm..sorta miss Dear..
who's really a good listener
who's caring
who is 1 of my fellow bitch
(well..can be longwindeed @times).
...
And my Darling (should be in camp now)
I'm stil waiting for the strawberries you got me from Cameron Highland.
...
Beginning to miss people..~~~
July 15 EmptyThe kinda feeling is not superficial
it seeps through the skin..
deep into the pumping organ & lingers
even before your cells could feel it.
That's genuine emptiness & loneliness.
The house which used to be filled with
my naggings nonsensical remarks unreasonable flare ups overboard bitchings, your sweet-talks & our bickerings
have entirely vanished and been replaced with ...
Well, not an entry for sorrows to set in.
Thanks to my dears for all consoles & efforts to make me feel better
but sad to say that you guys failed.
It just take 1 person to oppose a consensus & get it overuled.
Or perhaps deep inside, I clearly know the answer &
crudely feigned ignorance & went along the grain.
And only when a voice knocked on, it's back to reality.
*My cough & flu gained a week of maturity*
July 12 GoodDearie Buddie called in the evening
from HK
She got a prepaid card, thus explains the reflection of UNKNOWN.
She happily called out,''Lala.....%^#@28^" (Not vulgarities la..)
Then I was like,"Ehhh..who's that?" (Of coz I know her voice butden..kinda impossible for her to call fr HK)
And she replied,"Your best friend"
*Luckily I did'nt ask which one....*
Well, BEST is only 1.
I'm feeling good today, mentally & spiritually
as my physical sickness subsided.
My super duper longwinded dear should be enjoying in TW now...
*Hope she remembers to buy Tiedans..lolz*
July 11 Be Good.Lin smsed me on Wed
And I feel like a total failure
Couple of weeks back I was playing the role of a carebear
Telling her that we're in it together
She ain't alone.
True enough, we're really in it together.
It turned out to be her playing the stronger part..
saying that she loves me..I'm not alone
and we could hug and cry together.
I thought I could be strong I thought I would be strong
But I collpased when I fell ill on that very day.
I had some panadols, clearly knew of my allergy.
Spent my 2offdays @home.
So kuku of me to text dearie buddie who'd left for HK, assumming that she's got no autoroam.
And I got slightly slammed by her.
And Dear's leaving for TW tml.
Baby's gone for good.
But..I will be good.
July 01 3days from nowI don't want to blog an entry in which
everytime I click on the archives & happen to find it
Tears will roll down uncontrollably
Perhaps it's time to put an end to everything
as you'd ended yours faithfully.
I demand an explanation from your closest kin...
Just 3days..before I fire.
Whoever who were the partners in crime..
Tel him that.
Whatever it is, he won't be forgiven.
|
|
|
