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June 23 Tonight I feel close to youI was running through the albums
last night or rather this morning (3+ 4am)
And happened to spot one of the rare EPs
voiced by Yz and tt Jap chick (4gotten her name..MAYI i think)
Tonight I feel Close To You
Nice song beautiful vocals
which triggerred some sweet secondary school memories
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Treasure one another
my dears out there
Be right by your love one's side
when they need someone
I believe true feelings will become stronger
despite the physical absence
Take care all.
June 19 FlowingCould'nt sleep last night
therefore spent a good 5hours watching Yanzi's videos.
Although my slit eyes were glued on my lappi screen (finally had it fixed!)
my mind was floating aimlessly and it's dropoff points were actually at the same dot.
Fond memories started to flow incredibly..
Dug into a whole cheesecake almost once every fortnight
Fought using the billard rods & ohhh the kuku vase that I'd smashed
Feeding mosquitoes @Botanic Garden
Knocked down the dustbin just outside Prata House due to your superb parallel (i 4got howta spell tt) parking skill
Threatened to abandon me on the expressway if I continue to put on a black face
Disfigured your chin using the shaver
Fished anaks with me in your formal wear...
I'd thought of reversing but then..
The last line you'd said really hurt...
It contained mistrust , doubt & insult.
Sheer disappointment with the shadow of anger.
June 16 FinallyFinally, we could cut out all the pretendence
and express ourselves entirely
through the tears which runs down the cheeks.
For the many days, we held back all sorrows
hid it carefully under our smiles.
Infront of Clifton, we bitched, we crapped, we bickered
as usual.
Alot must have wondered how we could have made jokes
at that kinda moment.
Well, that owes alot to our good acting skills.
We must be strong in order to pass on the strength to Yilin
We must fill abit in order to hoax Yilin to eat
We must take some rest in order to tap Yilin to bed
It's really taxing mentally & physically.
Telling ourselves evrything's okay when nothing seems to be..
Making believe it's nothing but just a dream..
Even until the last moment.
But it's not.
Clifton, love you always
& will keep the promises we made.
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