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May 31 KOI simply hate the feeling of being cheated.
To you, you might feel that I'm reflecting my own
childishness by throwing tantrums here & there
indirectly.
But well, I really do feel the insignificance of my
existence. And being the kiddy me, I choose to
feign ignorance & keep my silence. And that's
something that you abhor. I know I know.
I don't see any need to bring up any argument
or heat up any bad feelings.
Perhaps it's karma. Or maybe some revenge you
are seeking. I don't know. And I don't want to know.
I feel that I am just a raft in the middle of the sea in which
you would wanna cling on after your titanic capsized.
And I wonder the worthiness of all the things
I've been showering. And I've decided to bring it on to
people who truly deserves it.
You, who might think that I'm being ridiculous,
so be it. It might seem to be digging a big cave out of a hole.
Or just blame it on my vulnerable soul.
Call it off. I'm dreading everything now.
Leave me alone.
May 30 Your absenceAbsence indeed makes the hearts grow fonder..
but what I'm experiencing now is totally unbearable.
No one can feel for me.
The misses are so deeply engraved in whatever small
little thing I set myself to do.
I always wonder..
what if..I dumped my strong ego & stupidity of freed & self-claimed best solution..
things might be the another way round now..
... ... ...
May 26 How to fix?I know I'm far away from those real serious skin problematics..
but it's getting frustrating when recently pimples start to pop like
nobody's business on my already wounded face. Well, many faced the same problem
of secondary schooldays achne breakout.
Nothing seems to work.
For the past 3weeks, cutting down on heaty food,
all those cream applied, the glasses of water I've been
gulping each day, the unbearably bitter LiangTeh I've been
forcing down my throat..
all to no avail, sad to say.
What's actually gone wrong, I ponder and wonder.
2nd puberty some said. Hopefully, I gain some height yea..zzzZZ May 15 TimeJust learnt from Kae that his pop & mom, years
back actually got married after knowing each other for a mere 6months.
And Rue was not the cause of marriage, he was born during the
2nd year of their marriage.
Always hear stories on so & so & so being together for 10years,
and on the wedding day the boyfriend is not the groom..blablabla.
It's akin to controversial contradiction.
*Keeping proceeding thoughts to myself*
May 13 Judgement Day AgainEveryday to me is judgement day.
Well, bless me for the best and make it never
a doomsday.
My dear bitches are now enjoying themselves in Taiwan
& getting warmed up for Stef's concert this Friday.
Gonna clear my Econs paper with a big wow & proceed on uploading
information on meteorology, fuel policies & flight planning..
And get myself excited with Stef's concert pictures, videos, audios & stuff
fresh from those dearie bitches..
and woah, my Law paper will be sitting on next Monday evening.
This kinda agenda doesn't sound even a lil tit of fun but...
that's life. C'mon....
*Ja Jam Bo~~~*
May 12 Gripe a lilEscaped from the claws of bain dehydration..
the Aircraft Takeoff Performace & Jeppesen exams ain't tough
but tricky & irritating to thr extremes!! Thursday's Meterology &
flightplanning exams ae bound to kill us brutally.
Hey but before that, I've got my Economics papers on Wednesday's
agenda. Holy crap. & I bet no beggings to differ.
Its kinda amazing how a lover-wannabe evolves into a bestie overnight.
And that didn't jeopardize the love bestowed even an inch & I'm loving it.
Perhaps, distance is the critical factor. And I'm a despo for that.
But that doesn't mean that it's lavishly dressed with pros the cons are set in abundance.
Once bitten Twice shy.
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