La's space: February, 2009

February 19

The mathematical theory behind simplifying

has long gotten out of my brains..

or rather it didn't knock any sense in the first place.

Even being a moron with numbers

it won't hinder any development of the capability of

at least not to complicate things.

I was told not to define the line..

not to think any deeper into it..

not to worry about even the slightest pink..

and just live today as it is.

Obstinate me actually do suits.

Haha. So does that make me a freaking bitch?

February 02

Was on the most-hated company coach

about a couple of hours ago..

and to be seated beside a cheena woman.

Not an entry to prove my countrism which

has always been on the surface though.

The lady beside me was on the phone..

just like me.

At one point of her conversation, she turned on

to speaker mode, and I could clearly hear a voice of her own kind..

just of the opposite gender.

Then she started coughing frequently, and was telling tales on

how bad her current health condition is.

Then she went on bragging big about a few years back,

she coughed so hard that she saw blood.

I admit my chinese is bad and I could have misunderstood her

words. She could have mean blood trails or something.

But I was proven wrong when she repeated it for the 3rd time

about her vomitting blood experience as though she had contracted TB.

I believe that the person whom she was talking to is

definitely someone she cares alot and would like to gain more in return.

When you're with someone whom you feel that you can lay your head on..

you can express your most naked weak self and women are the creatures

who have the tendency to overdo it. I'm certainly, undoubtedly one of the listed!

And I've just realized that I was not very into my own conversation throughout

the entire journey back home..=X