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November 27 Wet outsideBeginning to cultivate feelings for your bed..
and the bearing is kinda getting impossible now..
especially through the gaps that the curtains have missed
which sharply blend with the tears from heaven outside.
I hope I could shift it over to my room but well..
doubt it could even go through my main door..
perhaps my idea of shifting your stuff to my house
should be a passe.
Had a nice talk with Kae and he is for my decision of
putting you back in piece and return to where you rightfully belong.
I won't want to evolve into a psycho.
Dear told me that perhaps it's time to let go..
enlighten me on that. November 26 Those clowns...The protestants (pix from CNN)
The above depicts a very and colorful scenerio.
However..look at it from a further view...
Clowns broke into the Bangkok airport through the glass windows
and sat on the runway..(pix from yahoo)
I'm still scouting for the other piece
Clowns filled the expressway..
Craps.
I've got no wish to voice anything on politics as I could'nt care more..
but when it affects me and my work..
my philosophy itself will beg to differ.
All the holy shit we gotta clear due to the airport closure.
We do not have SINBKK flights for Qantas & British Airways.
However we do have SYD-BKK-LHR sectors..
That's when diversion comes into the picture.
I hate this, especially when the crew hotels are skeptically high on occupancy.
Where to house the crew? My residence?
When we've got limited parking bays here.
So where to park the additional aircrafts?
Master Apron will say,"Marina Bay"
#%*&@#&*
November 25 I can survive8hrs essential sleep per day is nonsense.
8cups of water per day is nuisance.
But that does'nt mean that I've been
on a food and sleep strike. That's unbecoming
of me if I'm so gonna reduce to thrash one day.
I could survive without stealing a wink in 48hrs.
I could live without you.
I could smile and be tolerant against bitches.
I could laugh and make fun even when you're gone.
I could never do it in the past.
I could afford to be vulnerable as I knew
you would be there for me to cry on.
I could gripe and complain as I knew
you would be there for me to vent my anger and frustration.
Now..
I share only with my closest confids..
and I gotta learn to hide everything carefully under my slit eyes. November 21 PayDayIt's payday but the bucks I slaved for
the past month was slashed half on this very day too.
There's a million and one reason for you
to spend.
Before indulging and splurge on wants..
basic needs for a woman kinda freak guys out.
The shopping list is so disgusting..
however the victory bags are always very assurring
and comforting.
But well..spend as though tomorrow never comes
is my philosophy.
I don't believe in scrimping..
clutching on to every single cent I possess.
I must be possessed if I start doing that one day.
I've got saving plans that insure my future and I
believe that's good enough.
No way am I gonna put my hard-earned bucks in
some used to be reliable Bs and one fine day to
learn on news that my sweat and blood had gone
with the wind shear due to it's collapse.
So I'm just gonna spend spend spend and spend
when I still can..
November 20 Kiss or Drink<Kiss or Drink> is just the extrovertized version
of <Truth or Dare>.
Kick it off with any simple game..
Donkey/Old Maid are some bad examples
coz of being too slow-paced and could
take some time for the loser to be born.
We punched on <Mix & Match>.
Simply turn the cards down..
mix them up and lay them nicely on the table
and the game is ready to begin.
Whoever flip duos which are not in pairs..
will be labelled the loser..
and to make a choice..
kiss someone or down 1 shot.
I got the kisses and the shots.
Damn it.
R.Residence was turned upside down.
And I swear I splashed myself with
half a bottle of Body Bath Works
to get rid of the stench.
Germaine vomitted on my arm.
(Initial plan was to aim at that broken arm but well..)
Craps.
And I had to clear up everything this morning
despite the hang-over. Luckily not to the extent
of getting myself hung. I wonder how the others
managed their day @work today..
Wild and silly. But we're young aren't we?!
So not gonna do that like 20yrs later..zzzzZZ
Shall think of bolder games=)
November 18 I miss that feelingI was greeted by a gentle hug
and a peck on my cheek this morning.
I thought my exhaustion has caused
some illusions or stuff..
and had even cloud my cells.
As I struggled to open my eyes
under my heavy eyelids..
I was delighted and half-disappointed to see PengPeng..
lying just beside me and hugging
my Chip plushie.
It's been some time since I receive a
warm hug.
The last time was also the last time
I saw you and we kissed goodbye before
you left for eternity.
I miss the every single memory we shared...
I miss the every tiny thing you said..
I miss the every little joy you spread..
I miss all that.. November 16 The end of the WorldI was kinda hooked on by Carpenters recently after bringing back
some pieces which was rightfully Rue's (like he used to claim)
And I came across this track.
It was featured in our of my fave HongKong
drama <The dazzling days > aka <东方之珠>. Mind you, it's a 45-yr old song.
A song dedicated to those who'd just ended a relationship..
who'd lost a loved one..
who'd..
whatever whatever~~
<The End Of The World>
Why does the sun go on shining? Why does the sea rush to shore? Don't they know it's the end of the world 'Cause you don't love me anymore? Why do the birds go on singing? Why do the starts glow above? Don't they know it's the end of the world It ended when I lost your love I wake up in the morning and I wonder Why ev'rything is the same as it was I can't understand, no, I can't understand How life goes on the way it does! Why does my heart go on beating? Why do these eyes of mine crying? Don't they know it's the end of the world? It ended when you said goodbye November 15 Last Paper Thank godInitially I hunted around and asked Jovin & Kae to assist in finding places where they produce
personalized stamps. It was meant to be a surprise thingy for Dearie and also a compensation that
I gotta work on that day therefore couldn't help her out at the cart. But well, my plan fell through and
luckily she went to do one.
TADAH!!!
She got it done @FarEast and we went to collect it in the afternoon
after our last paper.
We were real idle. And after our LongJohn's lunch @Lido,
she started... and I've saved 12bucks on epress manicure=)
PengJie came to crash our date after she'd finished work.
And we spent some doofy time @Art Friend.
Xmas' just around the corner...
The spectacular tree outside Paragon.
And and...
The lousy Xmas decor inside Heeren. It looks as though
a fusion of Deepavali & Xmas.
Makan @ WARAKU!!!
MAINS!!!
SIDE
Strongly recommended: Haneto Mayo
DESSERT
Ice-creamssssss~~~
November 14 Dreamt a little dreamIt was mid of the wee hours..
my eyes were defeated but my brains
were still cheekily on.
I was not in any mood to touch my books/notes
and had even resorted to reading my own archives
all the way back to January 2007.
It was not any sorta casual browsing..
the emotions were so strong that I could
clearly picture my ownself and own feelings at that time
when I was blogging the respective entries.
And a significant gust of sympathy rushed through
my blood which was once warm.
It was a pity that it didn't turn out well.
Tha maturity was not even a year, no annual anniversaries to speak of.
Self-resentment accompanied me to bed and..
it brought along the long-anticipated dream.
Thanks. November 13 Mug..huh?!Mugging was the frequent word used
in my secondary school days when I would
go through this torment of 11th hour studying
after some clever question spots were established.
How about Poly then?
I couldn't care less.
Now in pursuit of my degree..
at least I'm a lil dilligent than before and kinda
conservative with my own intelligence.
Holding a freaking hectic and health-consuming full-time job
and taking a part-time degree.
What I'm kept busy with now actually doing me good..
in the sense that every single second matters and I've got
none to lose.
Apparently, my brains have got no time to trigger more..
besides time spent blogging & that tough period before
I turn in (I would always use music to break the rhythm).
I guess, the veins (is that what they call it?) of my brains
are dusgustingly cramply thick & bursty.
And the good thing is, I won't get to see it=) November 11 Hmmm...Sandwiched in between
Torn between 2 ******
Undeniable facts
Made believe ignorance
If were to put all these into "what if" mode..
It could have got better.
If were to batched into "if only" situations..
It could have certainly got it's perfections.
No qualms no worries no regrets no nothing.
However, it's not.
Therefore it becomes ..
A worry a problem a hit a mess.
November 07 Lost and FoundThe QM notes that I lost
has found its way back and decided
to rest on my dining table this fatal morning.
True enough. It appeared the day after my exam.
It sounds unbelievable and kinda creepy..
but it's factual!!!
And how great it would be that..
You lost a loved one
and one fatal day he/she actually found his/her way back and decided
to appear before you.
And TADAH it turns out to be merely just a dream.
Well, A dream that I desire though..
November 05 I hate this feeling...I feel like a 16yr-old in an 80yr-old body
& in fact I'm 21.
That's how contradicting a human could be.
It's kinda beyond anyone's control..
such that a 21 should think like a 21 and act likewise.
Craps.
After doing some exam practices..
my bones start to tear, my shoulders start to wear
and my eyes start to stare.
Craps.
I freaking hate myself for being wrongly-sensitive.
I'm not a mentally-sensitive person
cause I rarely care about stuff and so on.
And that brought along a string of unhappiness, fights
and... ... ...
But I'm physically-hell-sensitive.
When I perspire..rashes will break out like pimple breakout
for teenagers. And thank God even after running 2.4km, only
afew drops of perspire roll down.
When I consume not-so-fresh seafood..
I will turn ultra-woman. My eyes will swell like nobody's business.
Mind you. It's just no-SO-fresh. An thanks to Godma who
stocked my wallet up with some pills.
When I breathe in air polluted by dust & dirt..
my nose will turn red like rudolph and sneeze like hell.
And slowly, my eyes will get infected too and akins to mosquito bites
will encirle my eye area.
Sad.
November 03 Where are you???Mummy and I have been hunting high and low for my Quantitative Methods
revision lecture notes since the sun is up..
and sad to say..to no avail.
It was the 1st time in my life I paid that much attention in class and my pencil
did not even have the chance to take a breath.
And I could remember very clearly that after class,
I was happily showing off my achievement to Dearie & Rina.
I was so proud of myself!!!
And and...
I brought it home and told Mummy that that set of notes will guarantee an A-grade.
But but..
it'd just vanished into thin air with strong lavender punch.
(That day I was showing it to Mummy and changing my dried flowers...)
Or could I have...
perhaps it's now breathing the same air as the faint-scented dried roses.
Arghhhh...nnnoooooooo!!!!
Price to payI've got no time for my halloween entry..
no time to upload any pictures..
but I've got time to type here..
to gripe, as usual.
I took a good 5-days leave to study for my upcoming papers.
I know very clearly that I gotta slog doubly hard..
so as to make up for the lectures and tutorials that I'd missed deliberately
due to my own laziness and unwillingness.
Many wonder after paying that kinda sum and I choose not to attend most of my classes,
so what's the rationale behind it???
I do not have all the time in the world but out of my boss' courtesy in fixing
my roster so that it won't clash with my classes, I could jolly well make my
way there and sit there be good for 3hrs, twice per week.
Maybe you can appear in my dream later to knock some senses into me.
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