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January 30 Getting onIt's the Nth time I'm griping on backaches.
Horrible feeling akin to bones breaking apart.
In the 1st place how could bones have broken apart
& indeed why my backache acted up to begin with?
As age catches up,
there are things in which I've learnt to release
but some other worries just topped it off
eliminating the possibility of lessening any burden
of the mind.
I'm so afraid of losing another loved one
anytime from now..
I'm so afraid that one day I'll just collapsed
and it'll commence the ending.
Life's that contradicting.
I used to have Rue to enlighten me here and there.
But now I'm left alone to ponder and wonder.
Ain't an easy job.
But I'm just glad that I've got time for worries.
Once again, it's contradicting!
But who cares..
as long as happiness lingers around!
January 11 Company DoctorGot up this morning after cursing & swearing in my dream why ain't mine a king-sized bed
to realize that for some reasons my eyes on strike once again!
Went to the one of the company assigned/approved clinics
with the victims hidden behind my shades under my cap.
However I don't understand even the slightest why the guy
at the right hand seat got his shades on too.
But well, I'm more interested in the free ride to and fro the clinic.
And it's always sweet to have someone by your side when you
ain't in the pink, be it health or spirit.
Ooops! I sound crude again.
They've got some part-timers - teenagers, most possibly those waiting
for their Os which gonna be released tmomorrow.
Registration at the desk took me (or rather Kae) 30freaking minutes
cause the dude there had some problems looking for my file.
And then I went in...
I started my story and showed the paramedic the pills that Godma has been supplying me
fo anti-allergy.
The para asked what I ate. I said, "nothing". Then he diagnosed and labelled me allergy.
I consulted on what actually caused it. And he said it might be dust, preservatives, seafood, etc.
I concealed my dissatisfaction on his professionalism & disagreement on his intelligence with
much efforts.
Then he added on that those pills I have in hand are good for counter-attacking allergies.
Therefore, he won't be prescribing me any medicine.
MORON. It's fine with me if you can't tell me what actually went wrong. But the least you can do
is just freaking get me some medication. Even if it's the same pills that I have, I won't mind as long
as it aids.
All these shit about company doctors. And this bloody one got an irritating face. January 09 Turn Right Turn LeftHave u ever been forced into a situation
where a decission has to be made and be
thrust into the precision?
It's like driving u to the edge of the clif (a red one)
but it ain't that brutal cause if you step back
you won't fall from the highness & get yourself
wounded by hurls.
However this one here..
regardless of which direction u turn
be it right or left..foot in or out..
apparently it does not make much of a difference.
So why must there be a decision made..
n why the trouble of countless analysis &
brain-racking what-ifs?
Awaiting enlightenment.. January 06 HappeningI got carried away..
just couple of dazzling days in 2009..
that I actually forgot to remind myself to remember to forget you.
In short, you were out of my thoughts..
And finally, I practise what I preach.
Those passe craps of letting go is to get hold of more..
there's no reason for me to deny anymore.
Had a great time catching up with those peeps from Pegasus..
Found my long lost Primary School gang..
Life still goes on..
People come people go.
Without you
Without Kae
I'm still me.
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